Monthly Archives: April 2010

On December 19, 2009 I lost my daughter Selah. On December 21, I delivered her…so very tiny and so utterly still. Not only was my heart crushed…but in three days I had to celebrate Christmas…and I knew it was going … Continue reading →

Since losing Jorai, I have found a world of beautiful women who unfortunately share my tragic story. All of our stories are different. Some have lost one child, some two, some three, and some so many more. Some have lost … Continue reading →

I’ve been having a loss of words lately. I’m not really sure where I stand…where my emotions are or how I even really feel. But today, as I was trying to sort and pack up all the clothes that no … Continue reading →

Last week I blogged about J.G., the stuffed giraffe we got after we lost Jorai and how much Asher loves her. I mentioned that I wanted to get another stuffed friend for Asher in memory of Selah. A dear friend … Continue reading →

Selah’s due date is on Saturday. So far I’m doing O.K. But I just keep thinking about what I would be doing at any given moment… I would be huge. I would be waddling. I would be contracting on and … Continue reading →

After Jorai passed, a wonderful women who follows this blog, gave us a stuffed giraffe. She said that it reminded her of Jorai, because she remembered the post of the pictures we hung in the nursery. One of the pictures … Continue reading →