Monthly Archives: March 2010

I wish someone could tell me what to do. I wish someone knew what I should do. Today, I feel like going to a psychic…though I don’t believe in them…I wish I did. I could be pregnant in the next … Continue reading →

What I didn’t say in my last post, is that the doctor at U of M was amazing. She was so kind and supportive and thorough and apathetic. Though we didn’t get the answers we were searching for, to have … Continue reading →

When I think of trying to find a solution as to why we lost our baby girls, I think of House. I picture Steve and I, sitting in a room with all these brilliant doctors who diligently work endlessly, until … Continue reading →

To start off, in all honesty, I’m truly so excited for all of my pregnant friends and acquaintances and blog-friends…and I would never want them to not share the news with me. I want to share in their excitement. I … Continue reading →

I’ve been trying to stay positive. I’ve been trying to laugh more than wallow. I’ve been trying to be optimistic. And for the most part, it seems to be working. It helps that the sun was out nearly every day … Continue reading →

Four weeks from now is/was my due date. I’ve been thinking all day about where my mind would be if I were still pregnant. Would Selah’s room be ready for her? Would I still be nervous about how Asher would … Continue reading →

The past week has been rough. Not in it’s entirety, but here and there, pangs of hurt, sadness and want, knock on my heart. I want so badly to be pregnant. When I as newly pregnant with Selah, I often … Continue reading →

For those of you who don’t follow me on facebook, I need to share something with you. Last night at church, someone rubbed my belly and said ‘looks like you have another one on the way.’. Sometimes I feel like … Continue reading →

Here are some memorials for Jorai and Selah courtesy of Names in the Stars.